i must say today was a BAD day...

soo yesterday while at school, i see a 'special friend / potential lover' ( i dont really know what to call him as of this very second ) loaded off his ( a-word) ... for those unaware of the slang lingo , he was drunk ----- AT SCHOOL ! so im on the way to the CD for a hair appt ... &&& i ask him to walk with me to the bus stop , because one , the security was near &&& two -- he would've gotten suspended as soon as he entered the classroom ....

anywhos so we're at the bus stop , &&& he begins to mumble some crazyness &&& i decide ( being the level headed young lady i am ) that he needs to go home ... sooooooo , i help him on the bus , &&& as SOON as the bus leaves the stop ... BLAAAAA !! he throws up !! not only on himself , on the seat &&& sloor of the bus BUUUUT on ME too !!!

so the bus driver pulls over , &&& calls the fire department with nothing but good intentions to help him , buuut he thinks they're going to take him to the hospital ( well they probably were ) &&& says -- " i dont want to go to the hospital , take me home " &&& gets off the bus &&& walks into the middle of the street ... nearly getting hit by a car !! so we began walking towards his house ( &&& i don care what anyone says having to WALK to the central is a loooong walk ) -- fast forward into the day , when we FINALLY arrive , he changes &&& i take his cel to hit up one of his friends to come cool out with him ( because i had a hair appt to get to )

-- &&& so i look through his phone for one of their numbers &&& see MULTIPLE messages from this anonymous female , noooow ME being ME , i read 'em -- i mean im just being honest , i cant have anyone trying to be with me &&& having a whole team on the under . WE DON'T DO THOSE . i mean im not going to go in detail about what was said , buuut lets just say he was indeeed " CAUGHT UP " ... i give him back his cel ( with the message still on the screen ) &&& tell him im leaving , began to head to the door ... he chases after &&& grabs me repeatedly saying "you're not leaving" ... "just talk to me please" ... "i'm not letting you go" ...

once again , just being honest , i was hellllla scared ... no ones here besides us &&& i cant even leave because he's using all his strength to hold me inside. squeezing my wrist so tight &&& pulling on me , had his arms wrapped around me so tight , i could barely breathe ... i got a bit teary eyed ... i was in shock , all my strength wasn't topping his ... not to mention he was drunk . so i started praying like never before ... &&& after a good hour or so , he suddenly just lets goo ... &&& i leave , without even looking back .

he calls / text numberous times .... &&& the horrible thing is , when he sobered up , he didn't remember ANY of it ... continues to apologize though ... im not hearing it . the chances are slim to none as of now ...

i don't even know what to say to him , or if i anything should be said , its crazy ....

ready or not .

noooow, i KNOW this is defintely before "my time" ...
buuut this is definitely one of my favorite songs ♥ .

AFTER 7* ready or not .


they don't know .

this song reminds me of him .


i rate it a zilli stars, off top .

02 . 26 '00--*

an angel was born ,

&&& soon after , he went away to Heaven . 9 years ago my baby brother passed , so my guardian angel keeps me protected every day -- Adrian Jessan , i love you baby brother . Rest Easy

*sincerely ,
your big sister .

Anjenee ♥



( i need some . )


tat, tat, tatted up !!

throwback .

"back in the days when i was young ...
im not a kid anymore ,
but sometimes i sit &&& wish i was a kid again ."

..i mean technically i still AM a kid, buuuut i mean back back, liiike when all i cared about was watching Mr. Rogers , &&& Sesame Street , &&& making sure all my barbies were fully clothed . when Chuck E. Cheese was the most exciting thing ever . ( &&& i wanted to go to school, because my teachers were so sweet &&& recess was theeee best thing ever .) Fieldtrips were like Heaven on earth &&& being forced to eat your veggies (although i never did) .

awhhh....goooooood times .


MTB4 --*

who tuned in last night ??
...i personally think Diddy should lighten up on Dawn &&& Andrea , 'cause like they said ... its technically not THEIR fault for the rest of the group not showing . although i see where his frustration comes from .

BUUUUT -- day 26 , they are so sexxxxy to me ! &&& those songs , amazing . SO GOOD , is my fav' so farrrr .

( i cant seem to find it , or i'd post it here . but you can peep it on myspace if you'd like . )


i love you rihanna !

i feel like i too sided with chris , being that one -- i was such a loyal fan of his &&& two -- no one had the official story . i still don't have the true story . no one does besides Rihanna , Chris &&& God .

WITH THAT BEING SAID i am NOT going to post that photo . putting myself in her shoes that is not a photo i'd want to be used for entertainment purposes , nor for the bashing of Chris Brown . He indeed is wrong for placing his hands on a woman , nonetheless WE are not in any place to judge . YES , its wrong . NO we cannot be judgmental , just pray for the two .

i just wanted to share that for some reason . with all respects this is nothing to make funnies with , i too have posted in the past with humorous remarks but after seeing that photo its clear that this is NO laughing matter &&& happens to women EVERYWHERE EVERYDAY .

nae .

wow, no comment .


i usually H A T E forwarded text ; however this one made me laugh .

Dress Code*

It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you can buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise.

Sick Days*

We will no longer accept a doctor’s statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.

Annual Leave Days*

Each employee will receive 104 annual leave days a year. They are called Saturday & Sunday.

Bereavement Leave*

This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be scheduled in the late afternoon. We will be glad to allow you to work through your lunch hour and subsequently leave one hour early.

Toilet Use*

Entirely too much time is being spent in the toilet. There is now a strict three-minute time limit in the stalls. At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the stall door will open, and a picture will be taken. After your second offense, your picture will be posted on the company bulletin board under the Chronic offenders category. Anyone caught smiling in the picture will be sanctioned under the company's mental health policy.

Lunch Breaks*

Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch, as they need to eat more, so that they can look healthy. Normal size people get 15 minutes for lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure. Chubby people get 5 minutes for lunch, because that's all the time needed to drink a Slim-Fast.

Thank you for your loyalty to our company. We are here to provide a positive employment experience. Therefore, all questions, comments, concerns, complaints, frustrations, irritations, aggravations, insinuations, allegations, accusations, contemplations, consternation and input should be directed elsewhere.


soo everyone's aware of the fact that its BLACK HISTORY MONTH .
im just waiting fot the response to my question on why its only ONE month long , &&& out of allll the months , its the SHORTEST MF month out the year .

...i mean daaaaamn, at least give us a complete month .


NEVER -- i mean NEVER settle . shooooooot , if yooou been in it for hella , &&& your hearts tellin' you HELLLLL NO , yet your mind's telling you that somethings going to be different this time .


slap yourself ! -- thennnn listen to your heart . you'll be happy in the long run .

random post . adios lovlies ♥



i CANT STAND these lame a*s commercials &&& CD's , although they're just as amusing as they are annoying . haha .

joints &&& jams .

some songs just get to me , i guess ; )

"some move away to make a way ,

..not move away 'cause they're afraid " -- T . I .

i love that quote . i've often found myself attracted to the "thug" type . hehe , let me make it clear though NOT the ones that do it for fun , or because they think its cute ... how it's often been explained to me as having purpose . " oh im out here because....." -- &&& im not trying to justify the lifestyle . more so better understand it .

i just know i don't want to be wearing a R.I.P. tee with my boyfriends face on it . is it because the way they were raised ? or the ones the looked up to ? ... hmmm , i've been thinking about these things more often lately while the gang shootings have been increasing liiiiike CRAZY in my city .

( with no disrespect ) im just wondering , is there ever a goood reason (if this makes sense) to be slangin, bangin ..... in the streets ??


f r e e z e *

i hope he changes up the style of his videos .

finally ...

i beeen waiting for Bow to resurface .


..im in love with this album .



...hope you all enjoy it !
(i know i will)

stay tuned for theee photos !! (:



" i have less compassion than the average human " -- 50 cent .

..i personally think BEEF is pointless , especially with 50 ; seems like he does it with no motive --- for fun &&& attention . well i guess he's getting attention now . speaking on DJ KHALED'S mother , where she works &&& lives . i feel the beef should between the two &&& when family gets brought in then its getting out of hand .

..so UNBREAKABLE informed me that in fact KHALED started the beef , with something dealing with 50's son , either way -- families should be left out . if anyone has any details -- feel free to post (:


"cos im a BIG F*CKIN SLUT!"

if you listen SUPER closely ... Rihanna sings ,

"cause im a big f*ckin slut -- just livin my life ..." turn it to the 00:57 second mark &&& listen closely ..

ike turner (jr .) ??

come on now chris breezy ....
(i think this is a photoshopped flick -- haha )

...he SHOULD be hiding his face .!
(alothough i feel we need the true facts before we jump to conclusions )

although i do think theee news is exaggerating , i still love you chris !!


M . I . A -- go mamas !

...9 months prego !!
she performed &&& did the damn thang !! haha ...

( just a random pic of her bein' prego . not at the grammys )

trouble in paradise . ?

CHRIS BROWN ?! ... now this is crazy ...

R&B singer Chris Brown has been booked tonight on suspicion of making felony criminal threats in connection with an incident involving his girlfriend, pop singer Rihanna, according to Los Angeles Police Department sources familiar with the case.

Brown was booked at the Wilshire Division station and posted $50,000 bail, sources said. He left the station before 9 p.m.

Los Angeles police said earlier they planned to detain Brown for questioning on an alleged domestic violence assault. In an updated statement tonight, police said, additional charges may be filed against Brown when the case is presented to the Los Angeles County district attorney's office. Brown listed his residence as Washington, Va.

[Updated 7:25 p.m.] Brown arrived at the Wilshire Division police station before 7:15 p.m., accompanied by his attorney Mark Geragos and Geragos' investigator, Scott Ross. The pair drove into a parking lot behind the police station on Venice Boulevard just east of La Brea Avenue in a black Cadillac Escalade. They entered through a back door where a posted sign read “authorized personnel only.” Police are expected to release a statement later this evening

Both Brown and Rihanna canceled their performances at tonight's Grammy Awards.

for more -- read at http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/lanow/

( i personally believe if Chris would've just stuck with me , none of this would've happened & we'd live happily ever after .) haha. this is super throwback -- liiiike 3 years ago i believe .


stanky leg * 200th post !

this is 200th post !! yaaay me (:
i decided to dedicate it to the official STANKY LEG video! hehe.
enjoy .

MO-CHEEKS; happy birthday !

..happy happy birthday !!!
you're a big kid now (:

haha -- when you return to the '6 i'll have that cake ready for you (yes i can bake) lol.
"mentor" of mine . haha ; i gotta few drinks on deck for you too . ; )

love , love -- PERFECT *



quicky .

i call him "quicky"
...because he can get it hot &&& heavy ,
wet &&& sticky -- ever so quickly .

feelings emerge whenever im with he ,
because he got his own ,
mature &&& grown ,
..loveeeee the way he puts it on me .

i, one of many,
some may call him a sluee .
wonder why im still here ,
i cant even explain, my dear .
..guess im in love with what may come to be .

&&& im not front paged ,
more like behind the scenes ...
because im not his woman
but he treats me like a Queen .

the same one that broke me
..fixed me .
said "nothings ever promised tomorrow today"
love me quickly .
started tooo fast ,
so now we're moving slow ...

quicky , dont plan on quittin he ...
see how long we can gooo .

haha .


choo-choo train?

..so i was reading a post by my friend KING (click to read for yourself) -- &&& he spoke on threesomes. he stated how he talked with a chick &&& when asked about it, she stated that she had one before, with two males.

heres the part that got me...he said that that wasnt a threesome, it was a TRAIN ... so my question is if it was vis-versa, &&& it was two ladies, one male , is that a train being ran on him ?

*(i love him dearly, just wanted to question it a bit...)


its yours.

..so i woke up feeling like this.

no matter how much of a f*ckery my life may come to be.
one piece that constantly makes sense is the thought of "WE"
whether it be homie, lover or friend.
Life will be just fine as long as i have you in the end.


..when my ex &&& i broke up, i was feeling like i needed to move on. when the action needed was moving up. so when they ask about "us" -- let 'em know i've moved up...the n*gga is BELOW me . ha . &&& its no hostility , i still got maddd love for him. cos without him, i wouldn't have who i have now ... crazy how life falls into place allll on its own huh ?


this picture of my nephew is so cute, he was mad at his little sister. didnt want to be bothered ;) hehe, him so cuteeee ♥